The Bitch Is Back!!!

I know I have been halfassed in maintaining MY presence online, but now all that has changed. Due to an incident that took place this past Christmas Eve I now have "NO FUCKS" to give.

 For the past three years I have built MY online presence quietly. Not wanting a handful of people I know to stumble upon it, mostly MY girlfriend's family members. Keep in mind she and MY family are aware of the fetish twist I've explored. 


Before I continue I must say that these people I am about to discuss have been very nice to me over the past 13 years of knowing them. With that said if it weren't for MY girlfriend I would never be friends with them under any circumstances. Plus I must say I've never felt a genuine like for ME, just that they couldn't get rid of ME. (Due to the deep connection MY GF and I have)


 Ok.. Now that that's out of the way here's MY issue: The sister of MY GF was fortunate enough to go from her parents to a man with a dynamic mind and gift for numbers, which in turn gave her a very lavish lifestyle. I love to see when anyone succeeds or reaches their goals/dreams. However this woman makes it hard to like her or feel anything but contempt . Considering it was her husband's brain power and she starting her life in a middle income family such as I did and plenty others have. She has forgotten that the majority of the world are worker bees. Sometimes that means doing whatever's necessary. As I run 2 websites and 3 porn tubes (all fetish related) I have been doing what's necessary. After being laid off and not finding another job I started MY own businesses in the ADULT INDUSTRY. Why you ask? Easy answer.. that's where the money is and gives ME freedoms I otherwise would not have. Oh and let ME add NO LAYOFFS lol.


 The weekend before Christmas we were at her huge home for a death in their family. I tweeted pics of her outdoor fire place, bottle of wine and snowy scenes. Left that Monday with plans to return on Xmas eve as we had done for the past 12 years. Christmas Eve morning MY GF wakes ME up in a panic that her sister called and is angry I tweeted from her house to MY Findom timeline and that she and her daughters then went through all MY stuff online. MY first reaction was shame then feeling of being exposed. The very next feeling was for MY GF. So I began disabling as much of MY stuff as possible to control how far they would delve. (Yes I Know A lot of it was perverted) The situation then escalated.. The sister claimed, what I was doing was illegal, that I lied about something lost/stolen that was on one of MY profiles that had been posted almost 2 years ago, that MY lifestyle doesn't fit in her life, I put her and her family in danger , and finally she was really pissed that her sister..MY GF knew about MY sites and was standing by ME. Now I immediately went into MY "FUCK HER" mode. Considering she once again had the need to play victim. I've never met someone with the luck of GODS constantly claiming foul. In the 12 years of knowing her she has run away childhood friends, her parents, her brother, new friends and now her sister. Ever met someone who if they were broke no one would bother with? Well this is her..or maybe not having so much might have grounded her.. but I digress. The part that bothered ME was this situation affected MY GF with her sister to which she loves, her nieces got involved and became disrespectful to her for MY ACTIONS (I know, bullshit right?. I always new she was overly judgmental (hence why her relationships fade), love/ concern came with a price tag and she doesn't have a genuine bone in her body. But to create a huge family blowout? On Christmas Eve? Unforgivable.


Let ME make MYSELF clear.. after the initial shock of being violated wore off I was tickled with joy I no longer have to make up excuses as to why I didn't or couldn't be the audience to this self absorbed, insecure blowhard at family gatherings. whew! Glad that''s over. However still taking MY GF into consideration I left everything alone and disabled.



 But now... THE BITCH IS BACK!! Why now? I have worked hard at building MY little place on the internet and why because 5 people discovered and who don't get it should dictate what brings ME joy, gifts, money and connections. I AM A STUNNING BLACK GODDESS who is loved by many and proud that I still command attention with just MY MERE PRESENCE!! Since I have the face, eyes, legs, feet, breasts and demeanor of a GODDESS why should I be ashamed. MY piggies/ fans honor me daily with gifts and support just for MY attention and SO BE IT!!! I've seen more flesh on the beach in THE HAMPTONS THAN I NEED or SHOW to MY Fans. AKA a GODDESS" LIFE! Time to do what I do best.. DOMINATE!!

Damn I Need a Paying Assistant..

that's right, you heard ME correctly. A PAYING ASSISTANT! As an Event Coordinator and also a Webmaster of a few sites MY days are full. I'm in need of an assistant to file, answer emails, run errands and let's not forget WORSHIP ME. Yes this perfect subbie would PAY ME for the privilege of having constant contact with Moi! Imagine how lucky this little loser would be, in the presence of Sensual Demanding Ebony Goddess.

What Is Financial Domination?

Financial Domination is when people, usually slaves and submissive men, pay or tribute money to a Dominant Female. This fetish is brought on by the need to be controlled in any and every way possible. True financial domination means that the slave tributes money of his own volition without expecting anything in return. Often, the Mistress humiliates the slave verbally while he tributes Her. Many financial slaves tribute on a weekly or daily basis, as well as buy their Mistresses gifts whenever told to or whenever they feel it necessary. Often a financial slave will take it upon himself to adopt a Mistress' bill which he will pay faithfully every month for Her. The financial slave desires for his Goddess or Mistress to live like a Pricness or a Queen while he himself is often forced to make financial sacrifices. The financial slaves truly see their Mistresses as Princesses or Goddesses and worship them thus. Sometimes financial domination is coupled with a blackmail fetish. The blackmail fetish (My personal favorite as a femdom Mistress!) brings the slave deeper into his submission by forcing him to obey and tribute his Mistress or bare the consequences of his blackmail information and/or pictures being posted by Her. Often there is a blackmail contract involved since blackmail is a potential legal hazard for the Mistress unless all bases are covered.

Welcome You PIG To My New Blog

I have decided that all men are scum and the only use I now have for you is to satisfy my thirst for more. I don't give a FUCK about you or your needs. If you are looking for someone who gives a shit about you then you are in the wrong place. I have tried treating you useless pricks with respect and concern which I see doesn't work. If you reach out to me you better know it's going to cost your PATHETIC ASS!!!